Can I help you fall off a cliff?

     Today I found out just how low people can get. I am not normally a hateful person but after what I have witnessed today I don't think anyone could blame me. Maybe it is high school in general but I am pretty sure it is just immature girls who are insecure. On the bathroom stall walls there are things like "Athena is a whore,"  "I like to suck," and much more. Now in my mind I don't get why you have to put yourself and others down like that. If you're insecure suck it up a bit and tell yourself you are beautiiful in your own way. If you hate somebody avoid thinking about, talking to, or writing about them. You need to learn to grow up and become a mature human being. Four more years and you'll be out in the real world (or for some of you more than four years). Soon people won't put up with that shit and will instead kick your pretty little butt up one side of the street and down the other. Could someone shed some light on the reason why they act like this? If not try to set them straight. Please and thank you for listening (reading).

School

    I don't feel like a Senior still. I never really felt like a Junior. Now it has all kind of flown on by and my biggest concern currently it Senior incentive. All I can think about is being able to leave during lunch and study hall. I used to enjoy school(don't we all at some point?). Now honestly I can say I rather dislike it. I have teachers that I can barely stand, classes that challenge everything, and no friends in between.
     My drawing skills leave much to be desired thus the reason I wanted to take drawing. I want to understand the human mind so I took Psychology. I want to be trilingual so I have taken Spanish and Chinese. My classes have reasoning behind them but I dread going to eight a day. I miss the old way and dread the new way.
      So tell me fine folks, why do we suffer through things like school when we have little choice in how it goes? My reasoning is because we as humans want to have a choice. We want to decide our future. Honestly my future in my mind is decided I will do what I want when I want and how I want. Because finally right now I am more than ready to say "I am a Senior. Hear me roar. I am officially an adult." Now tell me is that so wrong?